And she left me for an older guy. . a personal trainer at the club, no doubt.This guy was everything that I wasn't at the time:ConfidentIn great shapeLife togetherBut you know what the sad thing was. in hindsight. he wasn't the reason that she left.I WAS.You see, my life started to go down the toilet. I started looking awful and my motivation was at an all time low.I have to confess, I didn't even respect myself. nights of all night drinking. constant cries for help .She kicked me out. and I truly had to start all over.I had to negotiate my ass off for the apartment I was in. two months free rent to make it work.I slept on the floor for the first 3 weeks because I had no furniture. the first thing I bought was a couch. so I could watch TV AND sleep.And I was bitter. in a state of self denial. Looking back.I can't blame her for leaving. But let me tell you something. I was bitter. and angry. especially when I finally figuredout that I was the real reason that she was gone.And that lit a fire under me like no one's ever seen. I HATED the guy that she was with. because he was everything that I wasn't. yet wanted to be.I took that anger, that contempt. and I channel...